March 2011
I feel trapped...
Torn between so many choices and decisions. I wish I could make the decisions I want to without consequences. Though I guess that’s how life always is, right? And it’s about what’s right for me. Truth is.. I think I already know what’s right for me. It just happens to be something that won’t seem right to anyone else. Great… One if those choices.
I can't wait for the day people view me as me rather than your other half.
Because believe it or not, I’m not you. I’m my own person and it’s time people see that.
Time Won't Let Me Go...
It eats at me as if I’ll never have enough of it, yet I waste so much of it. How can it feel as if I have so little of something when I really have so much? Why can’t I enjoy each day like everyone else and make every moment count? Lord knows I used to.
I used to be a good friend, a good person. I used to be reliable. I used to be the first person someone would go to when they needed advice. What happened? What changed? I think I did. I’ve become selfish. I’ve become lonely and bitter and I’ve been unable to let anyone in because of it. I’ve become antisocial. I’ve learned that my bed treats me better than the people I surround myself with, so I stay in it as long as possible.
I was a person once, but now I’m just a zombie.
“You always say you feel like a burden but like… your weight… it’s not heavy at all. Basically if you didn’t catch that, I was saying your problems don’t trouble me.”
—Christopher Parker
Never thought I'd say this...
…but thank God for you. :)
“He’s gone but we’re not, and if we’ve learned anything through all of this it’s: you have to tell the people you love how you feel while you have the chance.”
—Marilyn Truman - Will and Grace
“What is this “it” you speak of in her pants? No no no, I don’t wanna know. It’s like that show Lost, once you find out what’s in the hatch it’s less interesting.”
—Jack McFarland
Believe it or not...
I know how to keep a secret.
